I have a thing about letting people know what I think, or what I feel. I'm not quite sure if it's a fear or a pet peeve, but I do know that I don't particularly like it.
(actually, i'm pretty sure i know why i don't like it, but i won't share.)
Another reason I think why I don't write much is because this blog acts like a one way street. And I don't like those very much either. (comments do not count). I can complain, rant, lecture, or spew sans restraints... but what would that bring me? nada! I guess the final line is, this blog doesn't do anything for me. What I need, I think, is just friendship and love. I would rather talk to you. I would rather see you. I would rather share a cup of
Lastly, my arrogance prevents me from writing more. I don't want/need you to tell me what you think. I know what I feel and I've already thought it all through. I know what I'm doing. I know the consequences I will face. Yes, I can completely understand and see how that is extremely immature, but then you don't know me like I know me. You don't know my story, so in my mind, you don't have any authority over telling me what I should do.
I apologize.
I suck at this. but i'm trying.
I have no idea if this made any sense. =/
